So, as some of you may know, I’ve been taking a creative writing class for the past four weeks or so, and I’ve written a post about my teacher, Mr. Williams, about how he wowed the class with something.
Today, I’ll talk about how he offended me. Sort of.
Our class is reading The Things They Carried, which is about the Vietnam War, and he was telling us that soldiers have a lot of superstitions. So then, he asked the class if we had any superstitions, and he called on me first because I hadn’t really talked in the class before.
“I like to carry things around in evens,” I told him, which was sort of a stretch but not really, because I don’t care if I have an even number of coins or whatever, I just feel better about something, let’s say a ticket stub for waiting in line, if it’s an even number rather than an odd.
“Okay, anything else?”
“Um…Oh. Every night before I sleep, I look out my window four times.”
Mr. Williams paused for a moment, before looking at me and saying, “Well, that sounds a little OCD….” and then I don’t remember what he said afterward because I was kind of just like, Wait, what?
I was angry. We had a speech unit in our English class this past year, and one of my friends did her speech on quick or immediate diagnosis, especially with ADHD. She talked about how if a kid was really active or just wouldn’t sit down in class, their teacher would talk to their parents about getting them tested. Why are they so ready to jump to conclusions? Can you assume something just because of one trait they have?
Okay, whatever, my thing with evens may sound OCD to him, but I’m not OCD. And he doesn’t have the right to tell me I might be. Does he have any other evidence to prove that I’m obsessive compulsive? No, just my superstition.
What if I’ve had a problem with OCD? What if I am OCD and I don’t want anyone to know? What if being called OCD is a trigger for me? He doesn’t know any of that about me, and I found it a bit rude that he would venture to diagnose me in a creative writing class.
Those are just my thoughts.
~Annika